39 Weeks...

My pregnancy feels like the Energizer bunny...it keeps going and going. I realize that I'm not even to my due date yet, so I shouldn't feel this way, but I'm a little impatient. It also might have something to do with the inability to get comfortable or sleep well.

Bryan and I went to the doctor on Thursday. I felt like she was pressuring us to get induced next week, even though she didn't come right out and say it. My cervix has become slightly more effaced, but is firm, and I'm still only at 1cm. This data does not point to a successful inducement. Not to mention, we already told her that we didn't want to be induced unless it was necessary. She is going on vacation from the 9th-16th, which is why she wants to induce on the Thursday or Friday before she leaves. Bryan and I told her that we would only induce if there was a medical reason for it, which does not include her vacation schedule. So, we are going to see the doctor again next Thursday (on our due date) and re-evaluate. If there still isn't enough progression, we'll plan to see the other doctor in the practice early the following week and induce at the end of that week if we have to. They don't want us to go much more than a week past my due date, as it can cause some problems for the baby and delivery. In my opinion, that qualifies as a reasonable cause for inducement.

Well, that's the game plan. We are still hoping that the baby comes on her own sometime in the next two weeks, but if not, then we'll be induced. That means our baby girl should be here within 2 weeks, no matter how it happens. I really don't want to have a c-section, but I'm sure I'm like most mothers out there, in that I will do whatever it takes to have a healthy baby.

Hoping my next posting will have good news!

Forever?

Is it possible to pregnant forever? I feel like am going to be..maybe I'll be the first! Needless, to say the doctor said there were no changes yesterday. I am still dilated to 1 cm and my cervix is not softening. I'm am walking every day, in addition to being on my feet at work, but to no avail. Emma is happy where she is and has not decided to start making her way towards the outside world. I have another doctor's appointment next Thursday. We'll see if there are any new developments by then. Until then, we will be waiting....

37 Weeks and Counting

Ok, so I'm ready for Emma to come now. I'm tired of being pregnant. It's really not all that bad, but I am ready to be done with this phase and meet our little girl. We have finished the nursery and I finally finished making my substitute plans for maternity leave. I am going to continue working as long as I can though. I am trying to get ahead in my current masters class, as Emma will be born sometime during it. Other than that, I am just waiting...

I went to the doctor yesterday and I am dilated to 1cm and the baby is still at a -3 station. I was hoping for more change since the last appointment, but I guess even a little progress is good. I go back to the doctor next Wednesday to check again. I'm usually not superstitious, but I'm keeping my fingers crossed for this Sunday, as it's the next full moon..lol! In all seriousness though, I'm trying to remember who's in control and leave it up to him. I know Emma will be born at the exact moment she is meant to be. Meanwhile, I'm finally getting around to posting some pictures of Emma's room.

Last Ultrasound

I went for my last visit and ultrasound with the high risk doctor this past week. I was excited to find out that the calcification is still gone!! So, I guess its time to breathe a sigh of relief and start believing that it won't come back. Little Emma measured in at a whopping 5lbs 15oz with 5 weeks and 2 days until her due date. Basically, she is almost the size of a small full term baby. I guess we are still looking at having a large baby. I'm hoping she is fully developed soon and will come a little early, just to lower the chances of having to be induced or having a c-section because of her size. However, the doctor doesn't seem concerned about it. She said that 9lb babies are perfectly normal. I wonder if SHE has given birth to a 9lb baby, as she might feel differently. Here are some pictures from the ultrasound. She has chubby cheeks like her mom.

Still keeping her hands close to her face. The fuzziness on the right side is the placenta.

I also asked the doctor if she had started to drop, but the answer was no. She appears to be enjoying her time inside the womb. She's in no rush to join the rest of the world.

In other news, Bryan finished the baby's room. I just have to finish washing some things and put them away. Then, we'll be completely done with the room. I am currently working on getting my maternity leave plans finished for the substitute. I'm finding that it takes a tremendous amount to work to plan for 3-4 weeks. On the books for this week are finishing my maternity leave and some other school tasks, packing my hospital bag, finish washing Emma's stuff, studying for my principal certification test (taking it on Tuesday), and the normal stuff around the house. I'm even hoping to sleep in next Saturday!!! Then, I'll have to start my next master's class. I want to work as far ahead as possible, because the baby should be born sometime during the course.